I'm still the same, not much has changed.

Dudes, I need your help. Well, I need your help to help someone else. This band I really like called The In Crowd got their Myspace page hacked, and that fool got rid of EVERYTHING on their profile, and they need help getting their shit back together. They're really cool people, and their singer is totally hot, so if you could add them, that'd be great. AND, they comment you back when you talk to them! It's badass.

myspace.com/theincrowd

H8.

WHOA, 2 in 1 day. I know. I suddenly found myself angry, so I decided to make a list of stuff I hate. Here goes. (Some of these will be bands, lol) Sorry if I offend anyone, it's my opinions.

• Twilight fags
• fangirls/boys
• Brokencyde
• Forever the Sickest Kids
• Pro-Life bullshit
• that SEX WITHOUT CONSENT IS RAPE billboard in ocala
• forever the sickest kids.
• mitchell davis (he's entertaining, but don't get crazy)
• Listen To The Rain
• people who go out of their way to hate the mainstream.
• right-wing evangelist christians
• bill o'reilly
• forever the sickest kids
• pressuring parents
• baller-ass shows on school nights.
• Rock of Love
• School Boy Humor, Cash Cash, Love She Wrote, etc, it's all the same shit.
• Obama worshippers ("omg, Obama!? NO MOAR TAXES OR GAS PRICES!)
• socks with sandals, unless you're old. no, even if you're old.
• that wierd hissing my dad does when he's hearing a song he likes, but doesn't know the words. I FUCKING HATE THAT.
• overly apathetic sons of bitches.
• people who inentionally try to hurt others at shows. not cool, dude.
• mrs. smith
• forever the sickest kids
• forever the sickest kids
• forever the sickest kids
• forever the sickest kids
• forever the sickest kids

i fucking HATE
forever the sickest kids.
goodnight <3

All the lonely people, where do they all belong?

Today was a good day.
School was good, but we were late D: The one freaking day we leave early, my sister forgets her shit and we have to turn back. Lame. YAY FOAR ALLY! Dude, didn't you have bronchitis like 2 weeks ago, too? Fuck. I failed the shit out of the Bio test, but whatever. I think our Poetry Alive thing is coming along pretty well, which I'm excited about. BTW, I need to do my journal thing.

After school, I went to Kelsey's and we were lazy and ate fucking pot stickers and watched Beaner TV, then Sweeney Todd! Then we went to the square with Robo-Marshall and SAW KATIE'S CUTE FUCKING DOG! Yay. Tomorrow, we're going to the mall and then to the My Shadow's Reflection concert. You guys should go, it's at 6:30 at the King's Theater in Wildwooooood.
NO HOMO, DUDE.

King Stuffy.

So, my grades are okay. I had a 79 in Biology which I know was my own fault, I've been slacking off. I did have a lot of shit going on, though. I had a B in Geometry and the rest were A's, which I'm pretty happy about.

Mrs. Baumann gave me all the leftover pea seeds from the lab, and I planted 3 today. I couldn't find any soil, so I borrowed some from another plant xD. I put them in a little empty plastic pot I found outside, on my windowsill. I put the pot in a little Tupperware thingy so the water wouldn't spill everywhere when I watered it, though. The dirt I used was pretty old, so idk if it'll even grow. I hope so. I love the idea of watching shit grow, though.

You motherfuckers best believe it.

This sucks dick.
So, it turns out I can't go to the best concert in the world. Oh well, I'll give Austin money to buy me a shirt. I'm doing a terrible job of memorizing my speech. I don't recall it ever being this hard when I did it in 4th-6th, but whatever. Ballsack.
D:

Keep it up, your tact is astounding.
Find your place, and leave us with some peace of mind.
You do this every time.

OMG YES!

This has been one of the best days ever.
Ana, Kaylee and me are doing an excerpt from As You Like It by Shakespeare for the Poetry Alive thingy, I THINK. I think it'll be cool if we do.
AND AND AND
My mommy told me i could go see The Devil Wears Prada, A Day To Remember, Emarosa and Sky Eats Airplane next week if I keep my grades up! I so will for this.

OMG EW.
Okay, this is for all the blooger dudes.

DID YOU FUCKING KNOW GIRLS POOPED?!
That's so gross.

Self-righteousness is wearing thin.

My day was ruined today by something someone said. I doubt they meant anything by it, but it ruined my day. I couldn't get it out of my head. It was BULLSHIT, DAWG! Everyone doesn't love you as much as you think, homes. You say things that hurt people without knowing it. I don't know if you actually see yourself the way you make it seem, but I sure hope not.
I need chapstick.

I need a miracle to pass Biology with a B.

I'm gone, lost, in a sea of anonymity.

This weekend was Mad Decent, as Dakoda would say.
I did nothing on Friday except stay up really late. This led to me sleeping in until almost 1 on Saturday. Most of Saturday was spent washing my dad's car, which was lame. That night I went to the square with Jenna, CHRISOMFG, Kelsey, and Robo-Marshall. That was a blasty-blast. Today, I did nothing. At all. I went to Wildwood to pick my sister up from some shit she was doing, then we went to Target and I bought Punk Goes Pop 2, it's great. Then we had sushi at VKI, and now I'm here. I'm about to go watch the Comedy Central Roast of Larry the Douchebag. He's had it coming.

BAI.

Breathless stares escape your undying eyes.

I wish I had more time to devote to music. I wanna listen to more Alesana & Taking Back Sunday. Freakin' A.

I wish I had a friendship like yours. You guys are like two fucking pieces of a puzzle, and I'm crazy jealous. Even when you argue, which is hardly ever, it doesn't matter. You know you love each other and nothing will come between it. Don't get me wrong, I love my friends. However, I don't have anything like what you two have. I'm doing a horrible job of wording this.
Whatever.
I'm not feeling great today. I haven't been for a while. I'm kinda scared.

I never knew that everything was falling through.

I'm really excited for Punk Goes Pop 2!
It's Sunday night, midnight. I can't sleep. My parents aren't home. I haven't started my speech, or my lab, which is due tomorrow. I don't know if the choir kids that missed Bio on Friday get more time to do it, but I hope so.
I've had a decent weekend. MPAs on Friday were fun, and I got to know Noelle a lot better, and I'm really happy about that :D. We have a lot more in common than I thought, actually. Saturday I went to Dakoda's, and I drew a Paras! You know, the little crab Pokemon with mushrooms on his back? It was the most detailed one I've drawn, and I didn't trace anything for the eyes, so it's kinda shitty. Whatever. I also painted a Gulpin, which I think turned out pretty well. It was my first time painting, and it was fun. I'm gonna bring them in tomorrow to show Smrekar (or something) in Art Club.

I loooooove everyone. Except speeches.

Sometimes I say too much, but sometimes it's not enough.

Everything is back to how it used to be. I'm fucking up in school again, My dad is yelling at me about everything again, and I'm alone again. And I can't help but feel that it was my fault. I refuse to belive that she's a bad person. She was so fucking perfect. She was everything I could ask for, and way more than I deserved.

I had a pretty shitty day today. I'm still sicker than shit, PE was horrible, and I did nothing in Biology. I haven't started my speech, and I don't think I will until like, Wednedsay night. All day I was looking forward to Art Club, and I got that snatched away too. I'm so angry because of that. That's the only good part of my day, besides lunch. Also, can you guys leave suggestions for more Pokemon for me to draw? I wanna fill up the whole page. But no crazy ones please, you have to keep my lack of talent in mind.

At least I won't have to deal with my parents until Tuesday.
Katy Perry's really hot.

Will you be the first one to tell the neighborhood papers, and all my family & friends that still care?
Did you buy what I sold you?
Did you hear what I told you?
I hope that you still do, will you?