Wednesday, April 29, 2009

When masturbation's lost it's fun, you're fucking breaking.

I love Green Day XD.
We had to write three haikus for English, and I think mine are pretty good.

The Feud (I actually don't like this one that much)
Two fighting houses
Montagues and Capulets
Draw blood in the streets.

The Capulet's Party
Sneaking to a ball
A dance, a kiss to her hand
True love is unmasked.

I forget the third one, and I'm to lazy to run to my room to read it. Tell me what you thiiink.

Dude, Mrs. Smith's new project sucks balls, and it sucks that she made it due like 3 days before it was originally due. I was doubtful that we were gonna finish to begin with, now I'm positive! Every other class is okay, and I think I did pretty well on my Bio test! YAY.

It's been pretty normal living with my grandmother here, and it's fun cause our family comes over almost every weekend to be with her :D


Friday, April 17, 2009


I read online that if you condensed the history of Earth into one day, you wouldn't get to the dinosaurs until about 10:30 at night, and their period would be a little under ten minutes. The humans would take up the last like, ten seconds. It really made me think of how insignificant I am, in the grand scheme of things. Of course, if I died it would suck (I hope XD), but the universe wouldn't give a shit. Oh well.

I'm still sicker than shit, and I hate missing so much school. After I finish my painful breakfast of cereal and blogging, I'm gonna take my pillz and try to do some Biology work. I really hope I don't have to miss the Variety Show on Saturday.

Wednesday, April 15, 2009


Seriously, today was complete shit. I've felt totally sick since last night, but I woke up at 6 anyway. I told myself "It's not that bad, you'll make it through school." I stumbled into school this morning, and my only thought was "Fuck." Lol, Melissa. 1st period was okay, and i finished my project for Mrs. Smith. Spanish was hell. It was fucking freezing in there, but as soon as I put my jacket on I felt like I was in like, Arizona in July. So I then removed my jacket, and froze again. I didn't pay attention at all, and tried to study for English. Choir was okay, I just kind of curled up in my chair and slept a few minutes. After that, I got my iPod from Coach T, and I went to the office. I ended up having my aunt come get me, and when I got home at around noon, I slept until 4:30. I still have a crazy fever, and my throat KILLS. I think the strep I had a few weeks ago is coming back, because I didn't take all of my antibiotics. Shit. I probably won't be in school tomorrow, Which is okay because I get to study more for the Shakespeare test. Lame.

This is me with the words on the tip of my tongue
And my eyes down the scope, of the barrel of a gun
Remind me not to ever act this way again.

Thursday, April 9, 2009

While she's still around.

Kelsey, I love you.
I'm not gonna waste words trying to explain how much, but know that it's lots. Lots. I never thought I would find myself with someone like you. Ever. It seems like so long ago, I would look around and see my friends in these wonderful fucking relationships and I would be jealous. Now, I have you, and I owe you the world for that. You always know what to say. You always make me feel like nothing else matters, as long as we have each other, everything's gonna be fine. When I'm with you, I want that moment to never end.
Look at that, I wasted words.
Sorry about that.

Today was odd. I thought I was dreaming half the time, seeing things differently. I didn't really like it. I miss my friends. Tuesday was pretty much great. <3
"If I get a boner, it's not my fault."

Monday, April 6, 2009

We'll make this last forever.

This is turning out to be a baller-ass spring break, and it's not even halfway over!
Yesterday, Dakoda came over in the morning, and we geeked out and played Pokemon and Animal Crossing. Then he fell asleeeeep. Kelsey and Ellen came over and woke him up, though. We all hung out and had a blasty blast. Then we had to take Ellen and Kelsey home, which was fun :P

Today, Dakoda went home around noon, and I went to Kelsey's like at 2. Literally all we did was lay in her bed and snuggle. It was wonderful. I love her, a lot. Then her mom got home D= We went to lunch, or dinner, or whatever, at Moe's and I had one of those huge-ass burritoes. Those are good. Then we went to Blockbuster and rented Nick & Nora's Infinite Playlist, I loved that movie. Now I'm home, really excited for tomorrow.


Saturday, April 4, 2009

Save your breath, don't even speak.

So, I haven't done anything yet, and I don't have anything planned. OTL. Except, spend as much time with Kelsey and my fraaands.
Oh, and Tuesday! I'me excited for Tuesday fa shaw. My dad is being a cunt for sure, though. My sister and I said we didn't wanna go to an art show in Mt. Dora tomorrow, and he flipped a bitch and now we're not going. I don't get why he can't just go with my mom and have a wonderful time without us, seriously.

Other than that, everything's great.

Oh yea, and


I love you guys.

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