Wednesday, October 22, 2008

And the stars, they point to this.

Everything I do is wrong.
To my friends, to my dad, to my teachers. I feel like I'm never good enough, and I never will be. I HATEHATEHATE Mrs. Hubbard's stupid assignments, if you want your students to pass, they should make flashcards on their own. ARG at Mosby. Those stupid abstinence bitches are throwing STDs around like they're free candy. PUN.

And now, the ever-so-popular anonymous comments. You should probably stop reading now.

You need to chill the fuck out. It wasn't a big deal, and it makes you seem like a big bad word when you do things like that.

You confuse me, but are generally very nice and I like you.

You smell fantastic XD and you're also very nice. You're always in a good mood, and it's cool.

You also confuse me, but in an amazing way and hanging out with you is fantastic.

I love you to death, and I look up to you, believe it or not. Being with you makes everything better, and I'm glad I get to see you a lot.

You manipulate everyone around you and it's hideous.

You try WAY too fucking hard, girls don't like you. You have stupid haircuts, too.

Give me like a quarter of your skills, dude. I NEED SKILLS.

You. What must I do to make you happy? I can't be what they were, and I won't be. I'm never going to live the live you want for me. I know you love me, but you're unpleasant and I hate being around you. You wonder why I don't talk to you or tell you things, but you blow everything way out or proportion and it's dumb.

I fucking hate you. You hurt my friend so much, and she's still buying the bullshit you spoon-feed her. It sickens me, but she won't listen to anyone. You should feel horrible and I hope you realize that what you do is wrong.

You, are Asian. You are half-Asian. You are also half-Asian, and you used to look like the Avatar.

Monday, October 6, 2008

Remember me?

Dude, I haven't posted in like four years, sorry. Homecoming was amazing, I got to meet Charles, and see Scott again! I probably didn't leave a fantastic impression by being like 45 minutes late, but whatever. I was kind of upset that I missed The Academy Is... the 3rd but whatever, I had fun Friday.
I'm realizing just how ignorant some people are, and it disgusts me. People I've known for a while have been questioning me because of my "new friends", and I've been asked if I'm gay. What if I was gay? I'm not, but would they give up our friendship if I was? Fucking shit.
Enough of that shit, though. I'm completely confused in Biology, and that stresses me because it seems like no one else is. I'm wasting my time in Spanish II, Music Appreciation pwns.
Computers is ridiculous. We're assigned a project that no one understands, and she REFUSES to explain it. Health is useless, Mrs. Mosby is a shriveled old cunt that doesn't believe in hoods. English is refreshingly challenging, and Geometry is nap-tastic. Not as nap-tastic anymore since Jake cut his hair, though. PUN.

I HATEHATEHATE being in the middle of so much bullshit between my friends, but there's nothing I can do about it. I never get enough sleep, and I'm still a dumb lazy moron who's not good at anything. Very encourgaing, my dearest father.